Sunday, October 24, 2010

Counting sheep...1,2,3....

Well this has nothing to do with CF or anything of importance at the moment, I simply can't sleep. Could have been from the Mountain Dew I had almost 8 hours ago or it could be because of all the random thoughts I have running around in my mind. I hate to talk myself up, but I'm always thinking about anything and everything. The future, my past and right now. What will happen tomorrow and how today went. This weekend was filled with fun and friends. My mom texted me Friday and asked me what my plans were for the weekend, after I explained her response was, "Live your life!" I responded, "I always do, there's no greater time than now." I am constantly on the go and enjoying my life, I stop for nothing or anyone, could be a bad characteristic but I seem to enjoy it. I know why I like to stay busy and why I love to explore the world, two words Cystic Fibrosis. I am blessed to say and turn around the term "disease". I have never let it hold me back, never used it as an excuse, nor thought of myself as any different than anyone else. I've only used it to better myself and my future. It's given me an upper hand on others and an outlook on life that no one but another person in my shoes could begin to understand. I've learned that life is a gift and our time here is only limited so take each moment as it comes, learn life's lesson, follow your heart and live with every chance, moment and breath you have left. Every person you meet has a purpose and it's important to understand their meaning to your life. WOW!! So I guess this did really turn out to be more than just about nonsense, sorry for the word vomit. I guess what I'm trying to say is "Live your life, because no one else can, follow your heart and have no regrets"